Rambling

Okay, I am guessing the reason for my nonstop rambling lately is because I am so excited that our referral may actually be sometime soon. So many thoughts, ideas, worries are bouncing around in my brain. Maybe if I list a few that will help.

• All of July in July? -would be very nice... but probably won't happen
• Referral for us in September? -could actually happen
• Is it too early to really start shopping for travel?
• Is there any chance whatsoever that there will be a baby shower this time? I really don't think so.
• Will we really be able to take the boys with us to China?
• How many lists is too many??? I probably have no less that 10 lists started.
  
• Will my parents be able to travel with us? I hope so!!
• Should I start buying real baby things like the carseat or should I wait?
• I have to start ignoring people who make incorrect statements as fact and not feel compelled to make it "right"
• A second surprise boy has never happened. Don't obsess.
• I have to shop for back to school and back to work clothes... not motivated

By the way... this is such an exciting time. I love the excitement of the speculation. That being said it is probably a good thing that I will be away from the computer for about a week. I am so obsessed with all things adoption right now! ( I love every minute of it!)